She has no desire to marry. She has no desire for me to leave my wife for her. She says she loves me. Last trip we played together a lot and I finally slid all the way inside her … she went wild… but I felt an orgasm coming on so I pulled out after maybe 4 minutes. She wanted me to stay inside. I couldn’t. I felt guilty. She said she understood but told me she just wanted me to be like husband when I was in china. And not take me from my wife. She is incredibly sweet. She was not “easy” she is a good, modest woman.
I love her too. I am in china again and will be with her next weekend. I plan to give myself fully to her. I will deal with the guilt I’m sure. It something about the pure love and innocence she has displayed over the 4 years since we met makes this feel so beautiful and not cheap.